Experiencing an Existential Crisis Test - the question form

1. I have not been able to live up to my parents' expectations.

2. I often have days when everyone seems stupid or immoral to me.

3. I despise myself.

4. People tend to take pleasure not in others' happiness, but in others' misfortune.

5. I am afraid of crowds and do not feel a sense of connection with strangers.

6. All older people are lonely and not needed by anyone.

7. I have never believed in myself.

8. I constantly feel guilty about everything that happens to me and to my loved ones.

9. Despite having many acquaintances and friends, I feel lonely.

10. I feel that my personal life has not turned out very happily.

11. I hate altruists: people are too insignificant even to help themselves, let alone others.

12. I feel that I have no one to rely on in this life.

13. I am to blame for my life not turning out well.

14. I am constantly looking for a way to distract myself and stop thinking about what I have done with my life.

15. I feel sexually unattractive.

16. I feel as though life is draining out of me drop by drop.

17. I feel like an outsider in my family.

18. The only way to live my life with dignity is to need no one and not rely on anyone for help or support.

19. I am dissatisfied with how my life has turned out.

20. Losses are irreparable, and if the people close to me leave my life, I will be completely alone.

21. Family is slavery; being alone is freedom.

22. I feel like a tiny speck lost in the vast world.

23. My life has no purpose at all.

24. My whole life is a series of disappointments and losses.

25. If other people could read my thoughts, they would shoot me like a rabid dog.

26. I feel that life has treated me much more unfairly than others.

27. People I know underestimate me.

28. I have always been, and always will be, a failure.

29. If I leave my hometown, no one will remember me with warmth.

30. I would not want to think that, after death, our actions will be judged, because it would not bring me anything good.

31. Someone like me has no reason to hope to succeed in life.

32. It is frustrating that, having endowed people like me with reason, God forgot to endow us with willpower.

33. I find it difficult to communicate even with the people closest to me.

34. Many people who are no more intelligent or talented than I am have much more, simply due to luck.

35. I have always felt as if I were separated from the people around me by an impenetrable wall.

36. I do not feel supported or understood by people close to me, so I have not been able to achieve much.